October 6, 2016

I’ve recently traveled from a state with medical marijuana to two states with legal marijuana. This amazing plant has helped me get off the grief related anxiety and sleeping pills. I plan to write up a report and comparison for you.

I’m off to the beautiful Esalen in Big Sur for a grief and yoga workshop this weekend with my closest friend. I’ll tell you all about it when I return.

Meanwhile, grief is a sneaky bastard and hit me hard when I returned home after a blissful weekend away. I’ve removed another two boxes of his personal things from the house. I’ve reclaimed his nightstand, putting a few of my pretty green trinkets on it and emptying the drawers of his things. I’ve ordered a new duvet cover and sheets, and I plan to pick up new pillows. My housemate and I are brainstorming a furniture rearrangement.

I’m so unbelievably thankful to be past the hard part of grieving. I’m grateful for Wellbutrin and medical Cannabis. I know the grief will come and go throughout the rest of my life, I just feel like cleaning my space will help me carry on with a happy and productive life. I know that’s what he would want for me.

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