Wow it’s been a while since I’ve been here. A while since I’ve felt like a hot grieving milf. I’m lonely. It’s hard. His birthday is coming up. Friends feel distant. My kids, too, though tonight was the first night my younger daughter has felt like her sweet, happy self in a while. Thankful for that!
It took me a while to log in. I’m tired and lost my train of thought. I’ll leave this her anyway. Maybe I’ll blog more for a while. My grandmother died. My last grandparent. No one liked her. She was angry and mean and alienated half the family. It’s very sad.
I’m so thrilled with my business. I’m being so supported and everyone wants to help and is cheering me on. It’s hard and it’s scary and it is so lonely being an entrepreneur. That came up at the angel pitch I attended yesterday. Maybe I would be happier in an office with people around. I do love my freedom and driving around meeting new people in their shops and restaurants though.
Whole Foods summit tomorrow. And my last final. No school for ten days.
I cant believe it’s almost his birthday. Again. The second one. We only spent one together. I’ll never understand.